Peeling the Onion of Incompletion by Parth
The Inner Science of Sadhana
By Parth, a Living Mystic
When we speak of sadhana, we are not talking about a set of techniques, rituals, or spiritual entertainment. We are talking about a surgical path to freedom. It’s not about becoming something more. It’s about becoming less — less entangled, less conditioned, less deluded, until you come to that point where there is nothing left to drop. And what remains is not you. It is existence, pulsing through you, unobstructed.
People ask, “What do I get from sadhana?” The right question is, “What am I willing to lose?” Because sadhana is a process of dismantling. It is the demolition of the false, not the decoration of the false.
Let’s take a sharp look.
First Layer: The Hunger for Survival
If you deny yourself food and water for three or four days, your body doesn’t politely suggest that it’s hungry. No. It roars. It demands. It becomes tyrannical. You start to realize how choiceless you are — how this “you” is owned by a basic biochemical compulsion.
At this point, most people get philosophical. They say, “Everything is fine in moderation,” or “Spirituality is not about torture.” But that’s just the voice of survival, dressed up in yoga pants.
If you cross this line — if you just observe, not react — you’ll see the next layer ignite.
Second Layer: Emotional Blackmail
You thought hunger was physical? No. The body needs a little — just enough to run the machine. But the mind is a beggar. Suddenly, the memory of your favorite food doesn’t just pop up; it haunts you. It seduces you. It whispers emotional lies: comfort, love, belonging — all packed into a meal.
Why?
Because for most people, food has become a substitute for connection, a way to plug the holes of loneliness, restlessness, and boredom. When you withhold this crutch, emotions flare — not because you’re starving, but because you’re detoxing your psychological addictions.
Third Layer: The Inner Demons Awaken
Once you pass the physical and emotional levels, the real battle begins. Your anger flares up. Self-doubt creeps in. The mind whispers, “You’re not strong enough.” Self-hatred claws at you. You remember every failure, every insult. You question your worth, your sanity, even the path itself.
This is not a breakdown. This is a revealing.
Sadhana is not causing your suffering — it is exposing it. You are not breaking down; you are meeting the backlog of your own unconsciousness. It was always there — in the corners, in the cracks. Now the light is simply bright enough to see it.
Fourth Layer: The Perversions of Pleasure
Once the storm of self-denial settles, a subtler enemy appears — the perversions. You start to see how most of your behavior — even eating, breathing, moving — is tainted with subtle cravings, compulsions, lusts for significance, control, approval.
You don’t eat because you’re hungry. You eat because you’re bored. You scroll not because you care — but because you can't sit with yourself.
This is not sin. This is design. But if you become aware of it, freedom is near.
Final Layer: The Grand Illusion — Fear
At the edge of all this sits fear — like a gatekeeper of your so-called identity. It wears many masks: discipline, maturity, logic, responsibility. But it’s fear — fear of losing yourself, of dissolving, of becoming nothing.
Ironically, this fear is also your doorway to liberation.
Because once you sit with it — not avoid, not conquer, just sit — it loses power. Then you realize: what you called life expressing itself was just your protection mechanisms dancing.
Why a Living Master is Essential
This is not a walk in the park. This is a fire walk through your own illusions. If you walk alone, you’ll likely turn back at the first burn. That’s why the ancient wisdom always insisted: you need a living master — not for belief, but for direction. Not to follow, but to mirror.
A living master is not a person. He is a doorway — a living, breathing reminder that the beyond is real, and accessible.
Without such presence, most people go in circles — polishing their pain, romanticizing their resistance, and calling it growth.
So, what will you choose?
To comfort your incompletion, or to crush it under the blade of awareness?
To decorate the prison, or to dismantle the walls?
Sadhana is not for the weak-hearted. It is for those who are done with second-hand living. Done with borrowed ideas of peace. Done with licking the sugar coating of their pain.
If you are ready, truly ready, then this journey is not punishment. It is privilege. The privilege to become not something more, but something real.
And when the last layer drops — you don’t become enlightened. You become transparent. Existence starts to see through you.
And that, is freedom.
Let your sadhana not be a routine, but a revolution.
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